No hints

Honestly, what do you want me to do? Am i just here to be pushed around for your own sake? Am i still here for that object to take your anger out on? Am i just a show? Am i your play toy when your bored? Am i here to shed tears for your actions? Here to baby you for every mistake you make? What the fuck am i here for!?.. Seriously, please tell me. You've proven your pointS. I do so much for you...too much. But i'm more than okay with it.So when will i be appreciated for it? like before? Where did that loving boy go?..Cause shit, chinas far. But i'm still here,right? What more do you want from me?! I've done my deed, so when will you? I seriously don't even ask a lot from you, nor expect. It's like i'm the only one in this. So i ask that notorious answer, Where IS waldo? &When you find a girl that went through exactly what i've been through, i'd like to know how she handled it before she bounced.

P.s-fuck me for trying so hard and failing. Cause you obviously have no intentions on how i feel.

Oh it is love

Ughhh... what a small word but has a whole lottaa shit behind it. But hey, sometimes you think fuck it when you see that caution sign DONT FALL IN IT pass by. But what happens when you do? You really can't blame yourself with the feelings you feel, cause soon enough your "feelings" for it will soon enough take over you. Reminder- A boy will treat her girl like a princess and never leave her frownin' but it will eventually die down.. And when it does you start to learn something. And that something is to never let someone turn you into nothing, like you ain't shit. Success is getting what you want, happiness is appreciating what you have. Appreciate what needs to be appreciated and dont waste time that wont appreciate you back. Very little is needed for it to be made. Cause then if you're not happy.....now, you never will be. You'll start to know that happiness isn't a laughing matter. But there's something you'll never know once your deeply in it..You cannot fall out of it.

p.s- did i ever tell you t'was hypocritical day?

I may not be the happiest girl in the world, but i may be one, one day.
But satisfication will always do me just fine.
Its confusing, i,dgaf...i don't give a fuck, i love it.. and all that came with it. It's like some 2 for one millionn bagillion,special!

So it was told, you make sacrifices? So this is the sacrifice i'm always down to make.
I'm gonna deal with it, appreciate it, and love it. Which makes my kinda happiness.

Signed,
Boo boo