No hints

Honestly, what do you want me to do? Am i just here to be pushed around for your own sake? Am i still here for that object to take your anger out on? Am i just a show? Am i your play toy when your bored? Am i here to shed tears for your actions? Here to baby you for every mistake you make? What the fuck am i here for!?.. Seriously, please tell me. You've proven your pointS. I do so much for you...too much. But i'm more than okay with it.So when will i be appreciated for it? like before? Where did that loving boy go?..Cause shit, chinas far. But i'm still here,right? What more do you want from me?! I've done my deed, so when will you? I seriously don't even ask a lot from you, nor expect. It's like i'm the only one in this. So i ask that notorious answer, Where IS waldo? &When you find a girl that went through exactly what i've been through, i'd like to know how she handled it before she bounced.

P.s-fuck me for trying so hard and failing. Cause you obviously have no intentions on how i feel.